i know i haven't been on here much, and thats because i don't normally have an internet connection. i'm at a friends house so i don't really have anything to post. i always find it weird, music and art. they are two things that i really don't feel like i have any natural inclination or talent for but i push myself towards them constantly. I haven't had much encouragement in either, my parents telling me that they could tell when i had a friend over cause then the guitar actually sounded like music, or really, just telling me i shouldn't waste my time with art cause i should be using computers. i don't know. i just seem to love these two things, and maybe it is because they are a struggle for me. when it came to academics, i didn't usually struggle. i learn fast. In art and music, i have to slow down, it takes me time and i have to work at it, maybe that is why i love them so much. well i guess i'm done, since no one will probably read this anyways. later.